Was it just fate; I’m not sure or my gut feeling?
This morning I read my horoscope which is something I usually don’t do on a regular basis. A daily horoscope was sent to my email in box. It was funny as it mentioned to be beware of combative people. Wow! It seemed to be hitting the nail on the head. Recently I’ve been a person non-gratis to an individual who is member of an organization which I am member. This person had made me feel as if I’m to blame for the future within the local chapter; as if I need to give my life to the organization and it’s works. Over the course of five years I have given my all. I’ve been a work horse with no THANKS whatsoever. I’ve given up a lot to the organization to ensure the success of the local chapter. Now with issues with my husband’s blood pressure and his bad back, I need to step back from all activities for awhile. My own stress level from the organization is taking a toll on my well being. I need to put my spouse first. I can not give the one-hundred percent needed to continue with the organization. It seems there are certain people or I should say person who is quite adamant that I need not step back. My stepping back to care for my husband’s issues will take a toll on the organization this person says. This individual is throwing a guilt trip on me. Well I am not letting anyone bully me into staying the course with the organization as my HUSBAND comes first and foremost. I will still provide good deeds within the organization but on a much smaller scale; when I can do so. When belonging to a group or organization is no longer fun; when stress gets to you because of issues within the organization and politics within causes friction then it’s time to hang up your hat. I have taken on a commitment for this year and will finish my duties in a few months. I don’t quit mid-stream but will honor the responsibilities I accepted.
Today I had plans to take care of some business for the organization but unfortunately will be unable or should I say I won’t be. This business can be done tomorrow. Why not today? Because I’ll be running into the individual who is causing my stress. This person is the combative individual I must avoid today. Oh not only is this my horoscope but also my husbands.
As I mentioned I rarely read the daily horoscope email but perhaps fate wanted to do so today.
Was it fate or my gut feeling to read the email? Who can say but I’m thinking it could just be my curiosity on what the fates had in store today.
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