It’s 4:30am; an extra hour sleep from yesterday. I found out another person is experiencing weird wake up times. I actually took a nap yesterday something I’ve not done for months.
I woke up at 3:30am yesterday. When I did I wrote my blog; I also had thoughts in my head. They are came from personal experiences from the day before. I thought long and hard about how some people, I feel, see me. I AM NOT anyone’s doormat in any organization. I am a kind, intelligent, hardworking and caring individual. There are some people, I feel, that think I’m STUPID and not important. What these people don’t know is that I have a 3.3 GPA and am very intelligent. Just because I am not a loud individual vying for attention at every turn; or cackle like a witch with a horrendous laugh I am invisible. It hit me hard to learn this. My first thought was to quit my volunteering but then I realized something; I’d be hurting individuals who may rely on what I do. Why should I punish the masses for a few jerky asses. I decided to put on my big girl panties and say heck with you to those few. I don’t do volunteer work to gain social status; nor do I volunteer to be most popular. I do it for the satisfaction that I am contributing to a cause. Those few who totally ignore me except when I’m needed are not worth my being upset over. It was them that triggered my three writings for yesterday. Thank you for being the ignorant people you are as it gave me fodder for writing. Of course you need to realize you’re not having these writings dedicated to you; as I usually dedicate pieces to those who inspired them. Why give you a swelled head that I felt you worthy of my words.
Actually writing those pieces relieved much pent up frustration of hurt feelings.
Each piece does ring true. There are people who only see me when I am needed; if not needed I don’t exist.
More than enough said on this topic.
I loved the challenge word yesterday which was BIKES. I loved riding my bike as a kid. We didn’t have our parents drive us to friends house to play; we walked or rode the bike. Today I’m not sure if kids use bikes as much. They need to be driven here and there. I had a basket on mine so I’d take it to the store for small items like bread, milk or butter. Bike riding was also great exercise and you’d get out in the fresh air too.
The wacky holidays had many possibilities and I came up with few wacky pieces.
Today is Wednesday! I get to see my husband today.
Until tomorrow....remember one thing, never let anyone make you feel as if you are worthless or invisible. These people will only get what’s coming to them in the end. Karma will find them.
Have a great day and as always....Stay Safe.
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NEEDED
I am invisible
I am not seen
Only when I’m needed
Unfortunately when needed next time
I might be unavailable
See me when not needed
Not when I’m needed
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NOT a DOORMAT
Not a doormat am I
But a kind and caring person
Going out of my way to help others
Yet you treat me like an object to wipe
your big work boots upon
Not flesh and blood with a brain...until
you need me
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YOU’LL FIND OUT
What goes around....comes around
Or I heard the saying goes
Some....you kiss their smelly feet
To others....stick up your nose
Someday things will turn around
Just rewards will be oh so grand
You’ll find out someday...someone
thinks
You are just a horrible man
I’ll be there to hardy laugh
And I will happily cheer
When you learn you’re no one special
As I drink my Jamisons and beer
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BIKING I
Riding my bike everywhere when I was
young
My transportation to home of friends
No parent needed to drive me in a car
I’d go miles and miles exploring other
neighborhoods
Great exercise....great fun
The good old days
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BIKING II
Loved riding a bike when I was young
Enjoying hours and hours of having fun
Around the neighborhood....here and
there
Going just most everywhere
How I miss those good old days
Being outside with friends to play
Taking our bikes to the local park
Staying out until it would get dark
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WACKY HOLIDAYS APRIL 6th
(National Library Day; National Library
Workers Day; National Caramel
Popcorn Day; National Hostess Twinkie
Day; New Beers Eve; Tartan Day;
Teflon Day; Army Day)
SCHOOLGIRL
Going to the library to check out a
certain book
The librarian put my request on
hold
It’s a memoir of a WAC who
served the Army in WWII
Wearing a tartan skirt and white shirt
I feel like a schoolgirl
hurrying to get a book to read
CELEBRATING
I don’t use my Teflon coated pans
anymore
use different pots these days
Making caramel popcorn for tonight
As I celebrate New Beers Eve
with a few brews
and a Twinkie
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